For now, I'm keeping my identity a secret. I don't want people finding me... Finding who I really am. You can read and comment on what I write - You'll never figure me out.

I'm a 14 year old girl with 14,000 problems. I recently lost the most incredible boy I had ever met. We'll call him 'J'. I will never forgive myself for telling him we need to 'chat'. It's been nearly 3 weeks, and I still cry every day.